It was then that I found you
Unaware of our fate
Seeing you inside of me
Making me awake
I think I take you for granted
All the time I have with you
The blame I throw at you
The guilt you show
Make it hard to see
How you could really love me
I’m not a girl to understand
That love and life go
Hand in hand.
I shout and curse at the
Clear vacant sky
Knowing I will never be
That high.
It’s you I see upon my
Pedestal
High in life and love and mind
Free of fear and compromise.
You sit perched,
Vagrant of myself
Your full of love
For life and self.
And here I sit
Beyond a doubt
In puddles of fear
For myself I doubt.
I’m not a girl to understand
That love and life go
Hand in hand.
I shout and curse at the
Clear vacant sky
Knowing I will never be
That high.