I Really Should Know Better
The pattern was plain,
woven long before my hand touched it.
Still I pressed the thread,
as if insistence could alter the loom.
I mistook repetition for chance,
called the bruise a blossom,
the silence a promise.
Each step was a lesson
I had already learned,
yet I walked it again—
not out of faith,
but out of refusal to turn.
So here I stand,
chalk in my palm,
the same equation
scratched across the board.
And the answer,
unchanged,
waits for me to admit
I really should know better.