My mind spinning,
my heart acheing.
How else can I get rid of this pain,
how else can I let my tears fall freely?
Every night that I sit and cry,
make me only wish to die.
Why all this pain was envoked on me,
I'll never know.
How I solve it,
will only show.
By the scars on my arms to the tears on my face,
these are just memories I renew every day.
Emotional pain is just to much,
I can deal with everything else.
Between the blood that falls,
and the screems in the dark,
whats left for me just haunts every little thought.
This darkness plays a role on my life,
tells who to love and who to trust.
Even though the right answers are right infront of me,
the dark halls block them,
and hide them next to me.
So I envoke the the darkness,
and let it fight with me.
It takes more than a few mistakes to bring me down,
but the more I make the more I begen to realize...
I can't fall any futher..
rock bottom is already so near.