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Even though we're so far apart,

it seems like you're here next to me.

I might not have your touch,

i might not be able to hold you tight,

but I still have memories.

I know i do stupid thigs,

but I've been trying to keep it real.

tried ti kick some old habbits,

but I just go back to my old ways.

Now that I've found somebody I can trust,

somebody who I think i might love,

they can't have me and I can't have them.

Even though sometimes it hurts,

I just act like the things that happend between us was just a fuckn lie.

but sometimes I also streach the truth,

to make it seem like it could be worse.

Even though you never saw me cry,

the tears have fallen from my cheeks,

onto the sheets.

I wish it could be better,

I wish I could bring us together,

but I'm not that goddess people take me to be.

Sometimes late at night I hope you'll forget about me.

Just so in the future I don't cause you pain.

I'm not the person you take me to be,

hell it's gonna take you awhile to even understand me.

I'm telling you things straight from my heart,

in case something happens to me

I want you to know that the things that I tell you aren't lies.

But in the future I hope I don't make tears fall from your eyes,

and that the things that happen to me now,

are just a preview of whats to come.

The more I talk to you,

the more these bruses will appear.

If I'm to see you again I'm hopeing that this will all be over by then.

That way when i go home i want be afraid,

of what looks me in the face.

Even though I can't feel you,

even though I can't see you,

you're my everything.

Randy I love you,

and that will never change.