Myself
Another scream finds my ears
Thundering booms as doors are slammed
“Welcome to the mad house”
I say silently
As not to wake the voices inside
I lay still, in hope, the voices
Won’t find me
A tear of regret
Relentlessly falls from my cheek
As I long for the good ole days
The sound of my single tear
Hitting the pillow
Wake the voices
My soul tries to escape
This maze in my mind
To many voices to evade
I lose myself to the voices
Again
I can see
But I have no say
My life is not my own
I’m trapped
Behind a wall of hurt and pain
Still, the voices are in control
I beg for relief
But they laugh
And mock me
Unable to stop them
I surrender completely
They win again
As I lose
Never do I wish
I was someone else
All I wish for is to be myself