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just to get my heart broken
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depression here i go again
making the same fucking mistakes
and these same dumb feelings ,
i always seem to create
and that faggot ass order
one situation after another
looking on my last ones
just to discover
theres a pattern
i never seem to skip a beat
it doesnt matter
relationships just arent for me
i tell myself that
but im in denial obviously
because i want to be loved
just like anything and everyone
why is it so unreasonable
what am i doing wrong
to make me so unlovable
its like its not possible
for someone to think of me
as special
other than for something sexual
theres more to me
i feel invisible
cause no ones looking
i have a soul
i can love too
im a nice girl
and i promise you
give me time
and you can have all of me
i have been waiting
to give someone the fire burning
inside of me
ugh forget it
fuck that
im sick of trying
just to get my heart broken
just to have guilt and regret
gag inside of me im choking
swallowing hardly
in a fast motion
it didn't work
here comes the depression explosion
I FEEL IT
feels like my heart has com-busted
and i cant do anything
but eat THE MISERY
im helpless
