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i have been thinking
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depression i have been thinking about suicide lately
like how i know its not going to affect anybody
like why the fuck am i here waiting to die, im starting got realize
its the same as wanting to die
it just seem like everyone around me is
growing up and im sitting on
my couch huddled up what the fuck
and yeah my births days coming up
but what the hell have i accomplished
ive made two friends out of my 14 years of living
writing makes me seem depressing
but all my thoughts all quite upsetting
like in a way that makes me mad
like fuck my mom and my dad
they act like im so hard to understand
its like there hearing but not listening
i didn't ask for their opinion
i didn't ask you to call me and ask how im doing because
clearly im not okay
i haven't smiled in fucking days
now you want to ask me whats wrong
you should of watched all along
its y'all
and those things we call human beings
that don't know how to talk to me
always have to disrespect
so now i feel like shit
no mother fucking self esteem or confidence
my life's a mess
