Bandit Country
Cold mist curls softly in the grey half light
Shapes loom half seen in the darkness, walls, bushes?
My boots, sodden, squelch in the evil mud
Of this Godforsaken Island shit hole
Misery, cold, wet, four days on patrol
The chill pre-dawn misery of Armagh
The dawn, not too distant now, brings danger
Cold fear, the sniper, the dawn, will he strike?
We take cover behind a hedge, all eyes,
All ears, smell, every sense fine tuned
Only ten days to do then, the flight home
Warm, family, dry feet, walk without fear
An hour passes, daylight flooding the fields
We watch, we wait, we see nothing but sheep
A Helicopter patrol sweeps the ridge
Thermal images of sheep and wet fields
We stay where we are, in the wet hedgerow
All day, watching, waiting, and listening
A tractor roars distantly, sheep bleating
Four men, hiding, hoping to stay lucky
Waiting for one man to get unlucky
But not today. Night falls and we move on
To the observation post on the ridge
We didn’t get far, a metallic ping
A sheet of white flame, strangely silent
The taste of cold mud mingled with fresh blood
Ears ringing like all the anvils of hell
Broken collarbone, eardrums gone, I live.
Elation, anger, frustration, concern
The youngster, eighteen, found the booby trap
All we found was his head and his new boots
They’d been rubbing him badly all week!