wasting away
deep inside of me
i'm lost forever outside
not being who i'm
suppose to be
running in circles
spinning in place
if i spit now
i'd hit my own face
not that i don't deserve it
i know i've earned it
I'm angry inside
not feeling right
its cold in my thoughts
this ropes getting tight
see me shiver
watch me tear
holding your picture
life just hanging here
pretending your near
i whisper softly
to quiet the fear
but its me
who's the monster
its all to clear
your gone
its my fault
your gone
i owe you allot
punishment grips my hands
ice covers the tips
as evil leaves my soul
and bloody forgiveness drips
i've taken one life
now my own will even the toll
and release my forsaken soul
i feel the warmth of the cold inside
it screams for me
for you it cries
death regrets
the day you died
i hate the warmth
of the cold inside