"Ending the beginning"
smothering yourself
in useless convictions
all you know
is your foolish addictions
this road your paving
is dark and bare
blinding you and taking you nowhere
I'm still holding out
on you ever being decent
maybe if life takes
your very soul
you'd have a reason
how can we go on
pretending this lie
faking that everything
must go on
but i'm planning on
living on
with out you
never did i think
i would care this much
or be here this long
with everything that's wrong
you should have made it right
now my would have is your fallen could have
thats stalking our dreams every night
all the words i couldn't say before
are becoming restored
now i present you a novel
written in my blood
typed in the very thing
i gave you with my love