"picture perfect"

"picture perfect"

complete loathing

i'm in waiting

for someone

i'll never have

quilty by association

with my mind

afraid of the answer

to my question

scared to pose the obvious

i'm stuck in a still frame

with a black hole in my photo

advantage the other heart

mines trying to find itself

frame by frame

picture perfect frightfulness

holding back

staring from a distance

the mind of a stalker

the love of a lover

the heart pace of a walker



all i want

is to talk to you

but all i can do

is run from you

picture perfect

your my devotion of beauty

remind me who i am

to just say hello

if i can



flashing forward

i'm out of focus

have the words

to say

but there stuck on my tongue

gagging on each spelling

as i choke down the feelings

of what i feel

this is to unreal

my realm has posters of your picture

minus the good ones of me

plus the ones of total

utter

stuttering

collapsing me



all i want

is to talk to you

but all i can do

is run from you

picture perfect

your my devotion of beauty

remind me who i am

to just say hello

if i can



i'm holding my breath

and being silent

what if i mess up

the moment

you decide you want

to talk to me

until then i'm just backing off

waiting and wanting

trying to see



all i want

is to talk to you

but all i can do

is run from you

picture perfect

your my definition of beauty

remind me who i am

to just say hello

if i can

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