"picture perfect"
complete loathing
i'm in waiting
for someone
i'll never have
quilty by association
with my mind
afraid of the answer
to my question
scared to pose the obvious
i'm stuck in a still frame
with a black hole in my photo
advantage the other heart
mines trying to find itself
frame by frame
picture perfect frightfulness
holding back
staring from a distance
the mind of a stalker
the love of a lover
the heart pace of a walker
all i want
is to talk to you
but all i can do
is run from you
picture perfect
your my devotion of beauty
remind me who i am
to just say hello
if i can
flashing forward
i'm out of focus
have the words
to say
but there stuck on my tongue
gagging on each spelling
as i choke down the feelings
of what i feel
this is to unreal
my realm has posters of your picture
minus the good ones of me
plus the ones of total
utter
stuttering
collapsing me
all i want
is to talk to you
but all i can do
is run from you
picture perfect
your my devotion of beauty
remind me who i am
to just say hello
if i can
i'm holding my breath
and being silent
what if i mess up
the moment
you decide you want
to talk to me
until then i'm just backing off
waiting and wanting
trying to see
all i want
is to talk to you
but all i can do
is run from you
picture perfect
your my definition of beauty
remind me who i am
to just say hello
if i can