"i'm outside"

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if only u were a mind reader

then my actions on the outside

wouldn't matter

because what i think of u

would make the feelings he has

for u scatter.....



i'm outside stalking u with my heart

a silent lovers voice

who screwed it all up from the start

if only i could go back

and change the way i treated u

but now we are miles apart

yet u live down the street



i'm outside shivering from disbelief

that i could be so stupid

and cause u so much grief

when i had u i wanted something else

now your gone and i think of nothing else





i'm outside chewing my fingers to the bone

contemplating ways to get a hold of u

you have blocked my e-mails, changed the phone

i haven't been by, but i'm sure u have moved

its not just because i'm alone

its because i broke up a good home



i'm outside now, i promise

this is the real me

the other person i have dismissed

trust me he's gone

and won't ever be missed

i'll do what ever u want

just for one more kiss

i'm shattering teeth

trying to think of ways i can touch u

if roses came by the thousands

i'd send a whole fleet



i'm outside dying from what i have done

its my fault, ofcourse

i curse u and love u for what i have become

if only, are the only words i can think of

i guess its better than some



you taught me something

the only way out of a mess

is to confront it, and move on

u have to truly confess

though i look at your picture

and smack my self

i still love u

for not taking me back

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