So many "what if"s
floating in an indecisive sea...
shimmering reflections mirrored
in the unfathomable depths,
mocking my deepest introspection.
Whirling questions mimic the tornado
that wrought terrible devastation
on yesterday's dream.
The illusive answers flirt,
dodging captivity
in a taunting game of tag...
and still the Midas sun hoards clarity.
Night comes stalking, feral
hungrily devouring the unwary day,
and a mysterious lunar laughter
echoes through the dark,
as mocking shadows play
upon these garden walls.
Restless and disheartened,
I wander... alone,
in this self-made sanctum,
piecing together memories
and used-to-bes...
clinging to familiar pathways
that once brought joy.
but that was before...
before my rosy world imploded
upon the past that my heart
won't let die.
Ravenne 2005