Everywhere I go and everything I do now I am haunted
Victim of the very worse nightmares gripping me
I have seen the worst and none of the best this world has to offer
Lost myself in the quicksand of their ever engulfing insanity
Often tore as I see yet another injustice unfold in front of me
Pressure mounts upon me like the seven labours of Hercules
Everlasting will I in this flesh endure this torment?
No! God please no!
Empty me of heartbeat and life if so
Damnation never before felt so close
Made to see sin in its most poisonous form
You know I used to shine so happy and innocent
Eager to live, but now most days I pray only to die
Yearning for a world that was only real in my sweet make believe
Evil did indeed open my eyes and close forever the chambers of my heart
So God damn sad....
Isn't it?
2026 Ramona Thompson Felton