I'm at that stage, long past regret,
To where my heart longs to forget,
To where these seas meet a point they cannot pass,
To live this feeling as long as it will last,
And within the waters I with bathe,
Thinking throughout these endless days,
Swimming deeper through this depression
This sorrow my constant repression,
I cannot count these waves of doubt,
Washing over me, seeking me out,
And yet I continue to delve and dive,
My very soul is chaos' hive,
I could not care for neither one,
Not one or the other can be my sun,
They can't watch over me at this time,
For this ocean is solely mine,
This is my place; this is my dream,
My very essence, my only being,
They'll feel that as they cry their tears,
A waterfall from all my years,
Just one short time and their sorrows done,
But for me, it's just begun,
So as I wade and as I drift,
I'll just remember, I'm no ones gift,
I am my own, I am no ones prize,
And within my waters, the sun will one day rise.