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Our white walls surround me

They hold me from every I know

They keep me from my friends

They are a barrier that to me doesn't show

 

I feel like a prisoner

Although a prisoner I am not

I have tried many an hour to escape

Futile is the long battle I have fought

 

Insane I could be but yet I am not

The walls that hold me are not padded

Although my biggest fear is that they should be

And for those white jackets I have yet to be fitted

 

I wish these walls would release me

Their grip is be coming stronger

And it seems that if I struggle

I will be forced to stay even longer

 

Tighter and tighter these walls do go

Squeezing the air from my lungs

Bet yet i shall write until my last bre--

 

 

 

~Chrystal

Written on

April 26, 2000 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

What would you have me say? I was very ambiguous person, heck, I still am. So when I talk about death or suicide, I'm always going to leave the door open so I can come back through, safely.

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