the tears flow my eyes glow with this hurt i let go.........i cry with the sounds feeling the halls. what would happen if it could be told by these walls. a hurt i cant explain fills my brain cause i feel no one feels my pain. am i wrong for wanting it to be right am i weak cause you not in sight. Lord what i feel aint real cause my body just lay here still. two ears full of tears after all these years. i let go for you and released my fears. now im releasing something i cant tame i get upset at the sound of your name i feel i lost something that i never had. my mind is cloudy and the room is blury. i feel surrounded with my worries. maybe i aint what he need cause he dont seem to find peace in me. and i aint all i thought i was guess i dont compare to those other girls...........the beauty the brains and the wisdom i possess aint what he want at least that's wha ti guess. so in these tears of mine i drown, nothing makes a sound everything stands still, and i cant find the will to dry my eyes. i cant stop crying. feels like im dying in my sorrows. i ldont look foward to tomorrow! what i need is inside of cant find the peace to finally be free. on the outside i seem fine. no one knows im drowning in these tears of mine.............