CRYING AWAY MY PAIN

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Depression

I lay in bed thinking about you,

Wondering whether you're asleep or awake,

Gazing at the bright stars through my window,

My eyes full of tears which flow down my face.



The pain of separation hurts me so much,

It aches to breathe without you around,

Body ice cold living thing without your arms around me,

My eyes swollen and blood shot from crying.



Heart aching for the comfort of its companion close by,

Pain inside me like a blade in my heart,

Rapid shallow breathing because of the falling tears,

I lay here, close my eyes and cry.



Pain ripping through me, hard and fast, like waves,

Burning like red hot liquid lava,

Piercing every part of me with pain,

Raw emotion running it's course.



The pain that resides in me burns like Hell,

Scorching my heart and soul,

I’d give anything to make it go away,

Anger, sadness and depression mixing.



The force is phenomenal, so strong and powerful,

Leeching off my remaining energy supply,

Weakening me, but I refuse to give in,

Fighting the temptation, I slowly slip into unconsciousness.



For in my dreams, I am in a world of my own,

I control what’s happening, and how it happens,

Slowly awakening and I’m still all alone,

Lonely in sleep, and lonely when awake.



Sleep helps me determine what is and isn't real,

What is good, bad, right and wrong,

The difference between sleeping and awake isn't much,

When I sleep, I cry away my pain, like when I’m awake.

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