How did you get inside of me?
A demon in my brain,
I want rid of you, go away,
Leave me alone and in peace.
I'm going insane from you,
Leave me be, get out,
I need help desperately,
Put away from society.
You know my every thought,
My every desire and whim,
All my faults and flaws,
Why do you want to punish me?
I don't care anymore about this,
You watch my days slip away,
Forever in my God forsaken head,
Slipping further away each day.
I'm dying and it's your fault,
You're laughing at me, over and again,
My insecurity is your fault,
Everything's wasted forever to me.
I'm on my own forever,
Crying, hurting, pain inside,
It's all fun to you,
You're never gonna go are you?!
All my life you've hurt me,
Making it your own pleasure,
Eternally a pain in my head,
Never ceasing for a moment.
I'll celebrate the day you die,
I'll hate you forever and always,
My bloody wrists burn and bleed,
All day and all night.
You have no idea how much you hurt,
How painful my life is,
How close to death my life is,
How much torture is in my head.
Pills don't work,
They only fuel you!
Theres no way to kill you,
God I wanna die!
You die when I do,
Not before and not after,
I want you dead now,
Your ruining my life.
The pain inside,
Burns hard and deep,
Like a flaming sword,
Straight to my SOUL.