i drink alot, more on my own
to ignore the fact that im alone
in this world that makes me cry
and all the time i want to die
to be drunk and not awake
has done for me a wonders sake
but judge me not cuz you dont know
its either this or to let go
i cry alot but noone knows
i hid it all it barely shows
sometimes i think im under control
but i let it lose, let it all go
dont tell me to stop
cuz that hurts even more
and after that line
i walk out the door
it only hurts to be near
cant then be around
and the friendship
we had falls so flat
to the ground