My Final Test

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High School Love

I can't belive where I am in life

I would have never thought I would come this far

I have done everything in my life

I have been a leader

Leading hundreds against whatever it is I wanted

I have been a follower

Following my leader like a proud soldier

I have been good

Following God with my every breath

I have been strong

Looking the world with my head held high

I have learned alot from life

My experiment is complete

God! I'm done!

...

yeah... your right my god, your always right

I guess... My last test is Love

I have loved

I have been loved

She has left me

God!

Do I take her back

Tell me god!!!

What is the final test

Do I love her!!!

Please

Help me

I don't know what to do

For the first time

I am scared...

O god I know you will help me

I know I can lead our relationship to great new heights

I know I can follow my wife to wherever she will take me

I know I can be good enough for both of us

I know I can be strong enough to hold her

Still... I Love her with all my heart

even the part that has shattered.






Author's Notes/Comments: 

I have been heartbroken... I don't know how strong my love can be for her again.

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