I can't belive where I am in life
I would have never thought I would come this far
I have done everything in my life
I have been a leader
Leading hundreds against whatever it is I wanted
I have been a follower
Following my leader like a proud soldier
I have been good
Following God with my every breath
I have been strong
Looking the world with my head held high
I have learned alot from life
My experiment is complete
God! I'm done!
...
yeah... your right my god, your always right
I guess... My last test is Love
I have loved
I have been loved
She has left me
God!
Do I take her back
Tell me god!!!
What is the final test
Do I love her!!!
Please
Help me
I don't know what to do
For the first time
I am scared...
O god I know you will help me
I know I can lead our relationship to great new heights
I know I can follow my wife to wherever she will take me
I know I can be good enough for both of us
I know I can be strong enough to hold her
Still... I Love her with all my heart
even the part that has shattered.