so many time i mess up
so many time i make mistakes
so often i offend someone
so often i don't think
i ask myself what
could i have done different
i have cried because i scared people
i have cried for the friends i might have lost
i want to go back in time
i want to change that saturday
i want to take back what i did
i want to say i am sorry to everyone that i scared
i hope they will forgive me
i deserve another chance
i lost control of myself
when i shouldn't have
i really hope that i can forgive myself
i really hate myself because of what i did
i hope not everybody that i scared hates me
i really hope they can forgive me.