by Jeph Johnson
I love you right now
and though it isn't much
it's all the love I have.
It is more than
anyone else is getting
from me now.
It is more than
all the non-existent
that deserve it more:
family, friends, lovers, & god.
More even, than my non-existent self.
I love you now, more than I care to love.
It is only because I know you exist
that I love you.
This joke I do not get.