Inside me,
I’m so confused.
So many emotions,
racing through my mind.
I’m depressed,
my life is such a mess,
and I don’t know how to fix it.
I need help,
but don’t know how to ask for it.
I’m scared.
I flinch at the sight of someone,
raising a hand.
For fear they’ll hit me.
And I have visions of the past.
I’m angry.
Angry at you,
for making me feel,
the way I do.
Like I’m nothing,
and that’s all I’ll ever be.
I’m happy.
Happy I’ve found the love,
I’ve always dreamed of.
And sad.
Sad for reasons,
I can’t find.
Inside me there’s a storm.
A storm of emotions,
forever changing.
~*~ Jill ~*~