Inside Me

Inside me,

I’m so confused.

So many emotions,

racing through my mind.

I’m depressed,

my life is such a mess,

and I don’t know how to fix it.

I need help,

but don’t know how to ask for it.

I’m scared.

I flinch at the sight of someone,

raising a hand.

For fear they’ll hit me.

And I have visions of the past.

I’m angry.

Angry at you,

for making me feel,

the way I do.

Like I’m nothing,

and that’s all I’ll ever be.

I’m happy.

Happy I’ve found the love,

I’ve always dreamed of.

And sad.

Sad for reasons,

I can’t find.

Inside me there’s a storm.

A storm of emotions,

forever changing.



~*~ Jill ~*~

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this on 1-3-02. At the time I was very confused and just not all mentally there. lol.

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