"Today has been fun"
I say to myself,
as I look at the items,
upon the shelf.
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I've been here many times,
my favorite store.
But I must say,
I've never seen you before.
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Eyes so dark and mysterious,
that I could just melt.
And I've never had,
these feelings being felt.
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You take a step closer,
and I start to walk away.
But you stop me and ask,
"how is your day?"
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My first crush,
I must say it's you.
But break my heart,
is all you do.
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We got to know each other,
everything was fine.
I thought to myself,
"This one's got to be mine"
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You took me to homecoming,
we had such a blast.
But now that is just,
too far in the past.
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You've hurt me more,
than I thought anyone could,
and out of all people,
I never thought you would.
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Yeah you're my first crush,
you've crushed my heart.
And you knew I loved you,
right from the start.
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You'll never see me hurt.
You'll never see my cry.
Because I never want to see you again,
and I'm saying good bye.
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You knew you hurt me,
by always speaking of her.
And it makes me think,
of what we never were.
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You were my first crush,
I'll always remember,
the good ol' days.
Like the month of December.
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The month I met you,
a year later.. the month I cried.
The month I found out,
that you'd soon have a bride by your side.
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So what I'm trying to say,
is have a nice life.
And I wish nothing but the best,
for you and your soon to be wife.
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Make sure not to treat her,
the same way as I.
Or else she too,
may be saying her last good bye.
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My first crush,
look me in the eyes.
Or else you'll miss,
your last good bye.
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Good bye.
~*~ Jill ~*~