So Dark & Lonely Was The Way I Lived My Life
Put Up To Collect Dust
I Wanted To Throw It Away
Trying To End It All I Would My Breath
But When It Was Time To Let Go
I Could Only Cry Out The Pain
Soaked In Anger Because The Pain Was Out
Drowning Myself In Sadness
I Wanted To End It All Again
But Id Wipe Away The Anger
And Hatred Towards My Life
By Putting The Pain Back In
Now I Play The Tape Through
To Remember Those Times
From The First To The Last
Lucky I Was Never Able To Let Go
As Im Now Recording A New Past