Trying To Recover But My Minds In A Cast
The Haunting Disease Keeps My Thoughts In The Past
So Much Fear As If Im Being Tortured
My Choices Are The Reason For This Misfortune
Self Inflicted Wounds Were So Painful & My Actions So Regretful
But My Insane Thoughts Are What Made It All Acceptable
Always In Denial & Convinced Everything Was Ok
And When It Came Time For Realization I Could Only Fade Away
I Can No Longer Reminisce About The Haunting Disease
Why Should I Be Afraid Of Something I Cant See