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Fear the Night
The night always makes me regret what I felt that day.
My eyes and heart alike never fail to let tears drown them.
And I never sleep under a blanket of stars without thinking of him first.
How I love him.
How I miss him,
Even when he's near.
How I feel I'm letting us both down
By walking a different road.
I love him,
I love the sun in my sky.
But I also love the one that makes me live in the moment.
He makes me forget there's a sun
And helps me look at the stars.
Something inside tells me to leave that alone,
And I'm afraid not to.
I fear the night.
I fear the quiet.
I fear thought.
Because it makes me love him again
When I still do,
And always will,
But it makes it hurt.
The tears never fail.
They make me realize
We were meant to be.
I fear accepting that.
