I don't understand how we can both give each other so much one day, and the next day we use it as blackmail.
What's going to happen when things aren't so mediocre?
What will he do then?
I can see it now--
Leaving the warm room knowing what happened, and feeling in my gut it was a mistake.
But it happened, you can't erase it now.
I'll get home and see the following day planned out.
All it spells are stories of use, neglect, blackmail, grudge...
So nothing good became.
Does that mean seeing and knowing this now should prevent the occurance?
Nope.
Want to know why?
It will forever be my favorite mistake.