I admired you from afar
I loved you forever
I had my heart set on you
Then one day you told me you loved me
I believed you
And once we got so far, we couldn't turn back.
You broke my heart.
You lied.
You took my pride and shoved it down my throat.
I choked on your love.
You poisoned me.
You killed my love, my spirit.
Now as I look in the mirror
I see the red scars from your love
Or, what I thought was love.
How could you me so?
I thought you loved me,
I thought you cared.
I thought you would always be there when I needed you.
But I guess I thought wrong.
My life has since been trashed, chopped up, spit on and frowned upon.
Look at what you did to me--don't you care?
If you don't, that's one more soul you killed by your scarring love.
Or, what I thought was love.