Just when I thought I was on the right track.
You remind me I’m nowhere near.
I didn’t mean to sleep with your ex best friend.
You didn’t even like her.
I didn’t even like her.
But that doesn’t matter.
Now you won’t talk to me.
I guess I deserve it.
Really it kills.
I wish we could be best friends but I guess that out of the question.
Once again my past comes and haunts me.
From two years ago.
I just wish you knew who I am now.
But why would I expect you to.
If you slept with one of my ex best friends I would be just as mad.
I really did care about you.
Probably more than the rest of them.
But I would never have the courage to tell you.
Besides you would take it the wrong way.
So I guess I’ll forget we ever existed
If that’s what you want.
If only you knew how much I hated myself that night
You told me you found out.
I deleted your number.
But I won’t forget.
Life is funny.
Actually nah this isn’t really funny.
I try to find the bright side.
But there isn’t one…
I did what I did.
I can’t take it back.