LAYIN IN BED ENGROSSED IN MY BOOK
FOR HOURS NOW MY PHONE RANG OFF THE HOOK
MOM PICKS UP "YAZZ ITS LOVE ON THE PHONE SAID IT'S BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU WANTED TO KNOW IF YOU WERE HOME"
I SAID HANG UP ON IT TELL IT TO GO AWAY
I WONT FALL VICTIM THIS TIME
NEVER AGAIN BECOME ITS PREY
NEVER AGAIN WILL I LET IT FILL MY HEART WITH JOY
LEADING ME TO BELIEVE I'VE FOUND WHAT I'VE BEEN SEARCING FOR
NEVER AGAIN SHALL I ANSWER ITS CALLS LET IT LIFT ME UP SO HIGH ONLY TO LET ME FALL
NEVER LANDING ON ROSE PETALS BUT RATHER THE BUSH THORNS AND ALL
NO MOM I REFUSE TO ANSWER THIS CALL
ASK LOVE WHERE WAS IT WHEN I DIALED ITS PHONE
CALLED NIGHT AND DAY BUT LOVE WASNT HOME
AND AT TIMES JUST WOULDNT PICK UP THE PHONE
SO I DIALED NO MORE ONLY TO TO FIND NOW YOU WANT ME
SAY YOU'LL MAKE IT UP
IM JUST SUPPOSED TO OVER LOOK THE LIES NEGLECT AND SUCH
NO LOVE YOUR QUITE PHONY TO ME
AND IN YOU I DO NOT BELIEVE
DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY HAVE COME TO ME IN YOUR NAME
EACH TIME MORE OF MY HEART LAY SLAIN
BECAUSE OF YOU I GREW UP TO SOON
CARRY TO THIS DAY EMOTIONAL WOUNDS
I BLAME YOU FOR THE DISAPPEARING ACTS
JUST WHEN I BEGAN TO TRUST YOU I'D FALL FLAT ON MY BACK
SO NO LOVE SORRY YOU DONT BELONG WITH ME
AND YOU TO ME ARE A MEMORY
MY MOTHER REPLIES PLEASE JUST HEAR WHAT IT HAS TO SAY
OK LOVE I SAY SPEAK FAST IF YOU MAY
MY BOOKS AT THE GOOD PART I HAVENT GOT ALL DAY...
HEY YAZZ ITS LOVE WHY WOULDNT YOU COME TO THE PHONE IT'S ME
I WANT YOU TO KNOW IT WASN' ME WHO SET OUT TO DECEIVE
WHO TRIED TO BLIND YOU AND MAKE YOU BELIEVE
NEVER HAVE I SPOKEN FALSELY
YOU WERE NEVER MY PREY BUT MY GUEST
AND WHEN YOU WERE IN MY LIFE I TRULY FELT BLESSED
IT WAS LUST THAT BETRAYED YOU PRETENDED TO BE ME
IN THE HEIGHT OF IT ALL WE CAN BE CONFUSED EASILY
SO PLEASE DONT CONSIDER ME A MEMORY
I WANT TO BE YOUR PRESENT AND FUTURE
YOUR BROKEN HEART I WILL FIX, LOVE, AND SUTURE
I KNOW MANY HAVE COME TO YOU IN MY NAME
ENTRAPPING YOU WITH THEIR LIES LEAVING YOU WITH LITTLE GAINED
BUT YOUR BROKEN HEART WHICH CEASES TO BEAT IN YOUR HANDS
BUT IM HERE NOW AND JUST KNOW IT WAS ALL PART OF GODS PLAN
IF NOT ME THEN PLACE YOUR TRUST IN HIM DONT JUDGE ME FOR I HAVE YET TO BEGIN
DO YOU REALLY WISH TO SPEND YOUR LIFE IN WONDERING UNTIL THE END
DO YOU REALLY WISH TO SAY YOU SPENT ALL YOUR DAYS
WALKING IN THIS HAZE
NOW LET ME BE TRUTHFUL I TO MAKE MISTAKES
BUT BECAUSE IM TRUE LOVE LESS OF YOUR HEART IS AT STAKE
YES I MAY DO THINGS THAT MAY CAUSE TEARS TO SPRANG TO YOUR EYES
BUT FOR EVERY TEAR A KISS SHALL BE APPLIED
AND YOUR TEARS WILL QUICKLY BE DRIED
AND YOUR FEARS WILL BE ERASED NEVER WANTING A FROWN UPON YOUR FACE
IN MY ARMS YOU WILL NEVER HAVE TO GUESS
WITH YOU IN MY LIFE I WILL BE BLESSED
NO I HAVE NO BOUNDARIES THE POSSIBLITIES ARE ENDLESS
AND IN CONJUNCTION WITH MY LOVE THERE IS ALSO MY FRIENDSHIP SO PLEASE BEFORE ITS EVEN BEGUN DON'T END THIS