IN MY EAR YOU WHISPERED YOUR LOVE FOR ME
MY INNER SELF SAYS ITS A LIE SHE'S THE ENEMY
MY HEART TELLS ME TO LET GO AND FEEL
GIVE IT TIME YOU'LL KNOW WHEN ITS REAL
THEN I FELT LIKE I COULDN'T BREATHE
THE MONSTER WITHIN ME BEGAN TO SQUEEZE
IN ITS GRASP SMOTHERING ME
I KNEW YOUR ARMS ENCIRCLED ME
I TRIED TO FEEL THEM TRIED TO BELIEVE
IN MY MIND YOU WEREN'T WITH ME
STILL I CANNOT BREATHE
I HEAR THE ECHOES OF THE VOICES IN MY HEAD
TELLING ME IM NOTHING BETTER OF DEAD
SHE DOESN'T MEAN IT YOU KNOW
YOUR NOT THE STAR OF HER SHOW
I FEEL YOU TOUCH MY FACE
AS MY MIND TRAVELS THROUGH TIME AND SPACE
BACK TO WHEN I WAS A KID
THE TEARS SWELLED BENEATH MY EYE LIDS
YOUR LIPS MOVE I TRY TO HEAR WHAT YOU SAY
BUT MY PAST IS ON AUTO REPLAY
YOU ROCK ME AND STROKE ME
AND MY PAST CHOKES ME
I FEEL LIKE IM DROWNING IM NOT REALLY HERE
BUT THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE I NOW HEAR
INTO SPACE I LAY STILL IN STARE
YOU SHAKE ME TO AWAKE ME OUT OF SOME TRANCE
I TRY TO LOOK AT YOU BUT ONLY TAKE A GLANCE
AFRAID TO SEE THE LOOK OF DISGUIST IVE SEEN SO MANY TIMES BEFORE
I ROLL TO MY SIDE AND I STARE UPON THE FLOOR
THE STRANGEST THINGS OCCURED TO ME.........YOU STILL HOLD MY HAND
MY MIND IS EXHAUSTED....
FINALLY I HAVE THE GUTS TO LOOK YOU IN THE EYES
THE LOOK UPON YOUR FACE NEARLY MADE ME CRY
IT WAS THEN I REALIZED MAYBE I DONT HAVE TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE ALONE WONDERING WHY.