WHY IS IT PEOPLE THINK THEY CAN RULE MY LIFE
I THINK ITS BECAUSE IM QUIET AND JUST TO NICE
I'D WAIT AT HOME AND TALK TO YOU NIGHT AFTER NIGHT
MAYBE I LOVED YOU TO HARD......WITH ALL MY MIGHT
I JUST WANTED TO CLING TO YOU AND HOLD YOU TO TIGHT
BUT ITS LIKE YOU'D HURT ME JUST FOR SPITE
DANGLING ON THE EDGE MILLIONS OF FEET ABOVE
TEARS IN MY EYES NOT WANTING YOU TO SHOVE
YET EACH TIME YOU HURT ME I GET THAT EXTRA NUDGE
FALLING TO MY DEATH
AT MY FUNERAL I WATCHED AS YOU WEPT
SAD TO SEE ME GO
BUT DID LITTLE TO MAKE ME STAY
THE LIES BETRAYAL AND DECEIT
EACH ONE MAKING IT HARDER FOR ME TO BOUNCE BACK ON MY FEET
DEVASTATING BLOWS MULTIPLE WACKS TO TO THE CHEST
REMEMBERING THOSE TIMES YOU HELPED ME UNDRESS
BARING MY SKIN BUT ALSO MY SOUL
I REMEMBER YOU REMINDING ME MY BODY WASNT A CONQUEST NOR WAS IT YOUR GOAL
MY SICKNESS YOU COULDNT HANDLE SO YOU CHOSE TO WALK AWAY
BUT NOT BEFORE SHATTERING ME TO PIECES
YOU LIED TO ME YOU HAD GONE ASRTAY
YET YOU CRIED THE TEARS I HELD BACK
AS IF IT WAS I WERE I WHO HAD DONE THE ATTACK
JUST GO AWAY LEAVE ME ALONE YOUR VOICE WHICH ALWAYS SOOTHED ME SOUNDED OH SO COLD
I ASKED YOU NOT TO HURT ME WITH THIS "EXPERIMENT" YOU WANTED TO TRY
NOTHING COULD HAVE PREPARED ME FOR YOUR REPLY GET OVER YOU'VE HAD MUCH WORSE BEFORE
SO WHAT IM JUST SUPPOSED TO LAY HERE AND ENDURE
THAT BURNT ME UP SHEARED TO THE CORE
NOW YOU SAY YOU COULD CARE LESS WHAT I DO ANYMORE
I CANT HELP BUT WONDER WHAT NEXT YOU HAVE INSTORE
I KNOW IT SEEMS I DONT REMINISCE ON THE GOOD JUST THE BAD
BUT I DO REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD
YOU WERE BY MY SIDE WHEN I CONQUERED A FEAR AND EVEN AT TIMES WIPED MY TEARS
MY VOICE OF REASON YOU SOMETIMES WERE
WHEN AT TIMES MY ANGER WOULD STIR
WHEN I COULDNT SLEEP AND IN PAIN
AT 3 AM YOUR PHONE RANG
AND SOMEHOW YOU KNEW WHAT TO SAY
IM GONNA END THIS BY SAYING MAKE ME STAY