LOST INNOCENSE

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SPOKEN WORD

She's 13 sitting on the edge of the bed tears flowing.



Praying to god to help her forgive and stop the hate from growing.



Let me take you back 4 years when she was just 9.



She was one of those happy little girls, laughing all the time.



She was raised in a happy home with her mom and dad,



On her 10th birthday was when everything went bad.



Her day started beautifully, mom woke her up to breakfast in bed.



Sang happy birthday, everything seemed perfect, she didn't know what lay ahead.



Her mother had to go to work and said good bye with I love you.



She said wait don't leave yet, 1st let me hug you.



They hugged each other, parted ways, as she went to take a shower.



Looked at the clock it's only 7 am. Dad will be up in an hour.



She thought about how special the day would be.



"I'm almost a big girl, aint nothing you can tell me"



She giggled at the thought of herself one whole year older,



Startled when she felt that tap on her shoulder,



She reached for the towel to cover her body, dad hold on let me get dressed.



I'll be done in just a sec.



He said go ahead go to your room and cover your eyes.



I didn't forget it's your birthday, daddy has a surprise.



She ran to her room with excitement wondering what it could be.



She said hurry daddy what's the surprise I'm anxious to see.



I'll give you your gift but it's our little secret.



Mommy will get hurt if you don't keep it.



Promise you won't tell anyone or people may get hurt.



She said hurry daddy I promise, and he reached under her skirt.



Ssshhh baby don't scream, don't cry, you're daddy's little girl.



Daddy please don't do this I'll be good I promise.



He raped her and destroyed her world.



Every night while mommy slept.



In his little girl's room daddy crept.



For another piece of her innocence stolen.



One night he walked in the room and she gave him a letter she was holding.



Daddy you ruined my life my world is a disaster,



I went to the church prayed for you and told everything to the pastor.



I told mommy the things you did and kept a camera hidden.



The cops are coming for you because you took what was forbidden.



Daddy you took my innocence, something I could never regain.



I pray for you and me, I pray that god can heal this pain.



I pray you seek help in prison; you'll be there a while.



I pray that god has mercy on you who raped your child.

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