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Seas of emotions
swirl in me
creating the biggest
complexity.
I wish I could control
the urges to cry
and who could live or die.
When that one person
was taken from me,
I felt a sorrow so deep
that I wish it was me.
How can I not love him more than me
when he was on the right track and
more going than I did?
It's just not a possibility.
So, the emotions swirl 'round and 'round
making me angry, hurt, lost, confused, and not knowing where to go or who to turn to.
The tears overflow and my sea grows
in an unrelenting way.
I wish that I could take his place
or bring him back,
but it isn't so.
Instead,
I'm stuck in a world
alone and
hurt
and
ever so angry.
Yet, I'm told that he's here with me.
How can this be so when I can't talk to him or feel or sense him like I use to?
Maybe,
I'm just going crazy
and the world doesn't know it yet.
I don't know.
I really don't.
I wish he was here and that is that.