FORGOTTEN SELF :~(

                                              





WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU LOSE?

AND THEN YOU GOT TO CHOOSE?



THE ONE YOU WANT TO RUN TO WON'T EXCEPT YOU.

BECAUSE HER FORGOTTEN SELF WAS NEGLECTED BY YOU.



MY HEART IS TORN, MY LIFE IS RUIN.

I OWE IT TO YOU! A PAT ON THE BACK FOR ALL OF YOUR WRONG DOIN!



THE SKY IS THE LIMIT FOR ME... YOU SAY.

I HOPE ONE DAY YOU DROP TO YOUR KNEES AND PRAY.



ASK HIM FOR FORGIVENESS AND TO LET YOU LIVE ONE MORE DAY.

AGAIN AND AGAIN AND FOREVER THERE AFTER...



MOM I'M NOT MAD AT YOU. IT'S JUST HARD FOR ME TO CLOSE THIS CHAPTER!



I HOPE ONE DAY YOU CAN EXPERIENCE WHAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH.

AND WHEN YOU DO, YOU WILL CRY AND UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS SO BLUE.



I CAN'T SHED A TEAR NO MORE, BECAUSE DEEP IN MY HEART I DON'T FEEL NO MORE!



LIVE YOUR LIFE IN LOVE FOREVER!

AND FOREVER I WILL BE FORGOTTEN.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

THIS POEM IS ABOUT MY MOTHER. SHE AND I HAVE A ROCKY RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE SHE CHOOSES LOVE (HER BOYFRIEND) OVER ME. THEY HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 15 YEARS  I DON'T HATE  HIM I DISLIKE HIM. HE CONTROLS MY MOM HE WILL NOT LET US GET CLOSE.HE IS NICE TO HER AND HE PAMPERS HER SO SHE CAN LOVE HIM MORE. BUT IN THE END WHEN SHE GOT TO CHOOSE SHE'LL RUN TO ME AND I WON'T BE THERE.

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