You tore my heart to shreds
Now I'm laying here in my bed
Because I can't get the thought of you
out of my head
I did love you, it was pure as the eye could see
Now I'm just crying out the word help me
Jesus to not make the same awful mistakes
over and over again
because I don't want to be living a life like this
It hurts to show
It hurts to know
When I feel this way
I sometimes want to get a gun and go blow something up;
I truly know Jesus that this is not of you
Help my wounded heart to heal
Help my wounded heart to not unpeal from these scars
That I once had before
I don't want to hurt anymore
I don't want to cry anymore
I don't want to scream anymore
I don't want to curse anymore
I don't want to feel this hurtful pain anymore
I don't want to hate anymore
I dont want to be selfish anymore
I don't want to be bitter anymore
I don't want to be one who causes the arguments
I don't want to be anything, except for what Jesus wants me to be.
And those things are shown below here in about couple of three seconds.
I want someone to love me right
I want to love someone like they've never been loved before
I want someone to always treat me right
I want to have that special someone saying it'll be alright;
even if we have to die.
Without Jesus here with me in my life
The world really means nothing to me
when we all die and go to Heaven
There will be Jesus lookin' you in the face
saying everything is going to be okay
I promise you that your in a much better place
than you were before.
(c)Cherisse Powers
10/30/08'