"Understanding Mama's Pain"

Age ten and then I remember

Saw my mama crying,drinking,thinking,about the love struck

Watching 20 love spider years rush down a drain

As her man walked away

through a storm whateva weather neva knew a female weeped so much for a man

feeling week doing drugs to tweek to get love out her system for a week

planned to treat a female right with out the tricks in a box

I decided then treat my next right

kept my heart locked gave ma chick the key

Took her to the moon

Fed her m&m's through a spoon

She promised love and pure

She burned & played fear

Tell me have I spoke it

This girl damn! had me feeling good

My feeling litted sparked flame

Loogie spitting on my face now I'm feeling pain

Memorizing on the games I played

Didn't even pause, didn't even stop, my hearless self-broke down

thought about it did I carry daddy's playa ways

Like ma big bro says karmas chewing on the ass

Now I'm searching love wishes for the best luck

But I dig lust than a truly deep trust

Savage garden I knew I raped cupid behind some bushes now I'm looking stupid

Arrow striking back with some venom

Love weared out like some brand new denims

My love was clean and nice

Slowly burning like some thin ice

Didn't even think I'd end up tilted late night like mama's love pain...(understanding mamas pain)

 

What happen milo mac keeps it G fuck the love

What happen to west side connection fuck gangster love

Too short fucking strippers

Now I'm driving stress thinking less going soft

Too short bump my heart cold

Cause I'm tired treating females right

Now I gotta go

Change a hoe right huh?

(Mama's pain)

I learned my lesson like a unit set of subject

Too late to eject out that love plane

Later I was facing window pain

My love life seemed to go plain

Motivated less

Depression sessions kickin in

Recycle bin facing with some strange love routines even at the age of nineteen

I didn't wanna settle down

With a fucked up generation

How can I never take the chance of love without aids

I station better than a gentelman

than my dad playing mama's heart understanding all her pain...

I need love like ladys love cool J...(understanding mamas pain)

-Poet

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