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"Understanding Mama's Pain"
Age ten and then I remember
Saw my mama crying,drinking,thinking,about the love struck
Watching 20 love spider years rush down a drain
As her man walked away
through a storm whateva weather neva knew a female weeped so much for a man
feeling week doing drugs to tweek to get love out her system for a week
planned to treat a female right with out the tricks in a box
I decided then treat my next right
kept my heart locked gave ma chick the key
Took her to the moon
Fed her m&m's through a spoon
She promised love and pure
She burned & played fear
Tell me have I spoke it
This girl damn! had me feeling good
My feeling litted sparked flame
Loogie spitting on my face now I'm feeling pain
Memorizing on the games I played
Didn't even pause, didn't even stop, my hearless self-broke down
thought about it did I carry daddy's playa ways
Like ma big bro says karmas chewing on the ass
Now I'm searching love wishes for the best luck
But I dig lust than a truly deep trust
Savage garden I knew I raped cupid behind some bushes now I'm looking stupid
Arrow striking back with some venom
Love weared out like some brand new denims
My love was clean and nice
Slowly burning like some thin ice
Didn't even think I'd end up tilted late night like mama's love pain...(understanding mamas pain)
What happen milo mac keeps it G fuck the love
What happen to west side connection fuck gangster love
Too short fucking strippers
Now I'm driving stress thinking less going soft
Too short bump my heart cold
Cause I'm tired treating females right
Now I gotta go
Change a hoe right huh?
(Mama's pain)
I learned my lesson like a unit set of subject
Too late to eject out that love plane
Later I was facing window pain
My love life seemed to go plain
Motivated less
Depression sessions kickin in
Recycle bin facing with some strange love routines even at the age of nineteen
I didn't wanna settle down
With a fucked up generation
How can I never take the chance of love without aids
I station better than a gentelman
than my dad playing mama's heart understanding all her pain...
I need love like ladys love cool J...(understanding mamas pain)
-Poet
