From my home state
New Jersey
where my family and llife are
to Arizona'
where i knew nobody
mayb only 3 people
who barely knew me
all i had was a suitcase
backpack, my purse
and someone who said they loved me
bring me to this starnge town
in what seemed like a strange land
away from my comfort zone
scared and alone
Soon the depression kicked in
i tried to do crafts and art i love
but the depression stuck
all i had was art and drugs
and someone who said they loved me
but actually loved the control
the control he thought he had
always pissed when i was on the phone
demanding to know who
was on the other end
controlling what i can
and cannot do
and how to spend my own money
i would cry to my mother
but i felt stuck
one day i just cracked
i wanted ouyt of the cage
i wanted my freedom
my family, my friends
soon i finally had the reigns
to control my life
gain my freedom
be in my home with my family again
love the things i love and care bout
i thought my life was over
but i wanted to continue
my story
My twisted story of a life