What holds the future, that we're unaware.
But the past is here, and I'd dare,
Not To look back into it. Awful
It was, which was disdainful,
Towards my life, towards me,
I wished it was more like a family.
Oh mother! Why the distance?
I missed the bond from ages, since
The time life turned upside down,
When it was hard and we left the town.
It was pretentious, it was fake.
Does it matter? This heartache?
It's rusted, what we thought was bright.
I want you mother, I'll make it right.
Hold me like you did when I was two.
Love me like you did when I had this flu.
Pamper me, spoil me, trust me,
Let me grow, and let me see.
I miss life at home, I miss it.
Is it more than what could fit
In here? More than what we do now?
Ever wondered how much we're in snow?
Oh mother! Hear my cry, let me in,
See the scars imprinted on my skin.
Why is it so hard, for you to hug me.
Why is it that you won't stay, but flee.
Could you ever get past the past,
And live a life with happiness that'd last?
Forget, but never forgive. Stand a chance,
Like it'd matter and get in some romance.
Oh mother, what you dreamt of
Was crashed, I saw, and twas tough.
But look at me, here I am, and your
New love. Who's worth more than a crore.
He will hold you, so tight, you'd forget
Your pain, your strain. So don't fret.
Be ours, be you, be happy, and I knew
You'd be happy, with him. Phew.
Look what you want, and work it out.
Coz you are the one who will never doubt.
Live a life, mum. You're the one
Whom I'll look up to, love you a ton.