Crave to Hate



How truth can be hidden from their eyes

As you sabotage egos with your putrid lies

How suddenly one’s fate can change with the chiming of a bell

And soon our souls be lifted from the fiery gates of hell

But I ask you to worry not my friend

For soon all fates will one day end

Some end in sorrow while others end in pain

But I ask of you not to end yours in vain

Some people may view you as being putrid

But in my opinion they are just being stupid

Living alone is not the best thing in life

It only makes a heavier burden to burn with strife

I ask of you to listen to the advice I give

Please spare the joyful spirit that helps me to live

Without you I’d be falling forever in this dark abyss

I’m waiting for you to help me out of moments like this

I need someone to hold

For every heart that faces me turns cold

I’ve died again and I’m drowning in the essence of you

All I can see is the pools of blue

The blue tears that are falling from my face

How I wish that I never fell from grace

My parents always implying that I’m a disgrace

I still feel that in this world I have no place

I’m falling in what feels like forever

I am still trying to phatom this endeavor

I’m lost with fragments of space and time forever

I’m left hoping that we can be together

We watch the storm blow into the bay

It’s tragic how things never seem to go our way

Just give me one day

Where I have nothing to say

I wish that you could be here

And you wish that you could be there

But now there are no more stars in my sky

They tore me into nothing and all I can ask is why

Just let me go to a place

Where for once my mind can have a peaceful face

Mother, Father, Brother, let me have some space

So all the pain you’ve caused can have a chance to be erased

This is my plea from chaos so my family could see

What happens to my soul when they take Angel from me

So since you cannot see

Leave me alone in this darkness to be

To be weak and powerless about my fate

Since I am the one you crave to hate

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