How truth can be hidden from their eyes
As you sabotage egos with your putrid lies
How suddenly one’s fate can change with the chiming of a bell
And soon our souls be lifted from the fiery gates of hell
But I ask you to worry not my friend
For soon all fates will one day end
Some end in sorrow while others end in pain
But I ask of you not to end yours in vain
Some people may view you as being putrid
But in my opinion they are just being stupid
Living alone is not the best thing in life
It only makes a heavier burden to burn with strife
I ask of you to listen to the advice I give
Please spare the joyful spirit that helps me to live
Without you I’d be falling forever in this dark abyss
I’m waiting for you to help me out of moments like this
I need someone to hold
For every heart that faces me turns cold
I’ve died again and I’m drowning in the essence of you
All I can see is the pools of blue
The blue tears that are falling from my face
How I wish that I never fell from grace
My parents always implying that I’m a disgrace
I still feel that in this world I have no place
I’m falling in what feels like forever
I am still trying to phatom this endeavor
I’m lost with fragments of space and time forever
I’m left hoping that we can be together
We watch the storm blow into the bay
It’s tragic how things never seem to go our way
Just give me one day
Where I have nothing to say
I wish that you could be here
And you wish that you could be there
But now there are no more stars in my sky
They tore me into nothing and all I can ask is why
Just let me go to a place
Where for once my mind can have a peaceful face
Mother, Father, Brother, let me have some space
So all the pain you’ve caused can have a chance to be erased
This is my plea from chaos so my family could see
What happens to my soul when they take Angel from me
So since you cannot see
Leave me alone in this darkness to be
To be weak and powerless about my fate
Since I am the one you crave to hate