Here I am awaiting the doors of fate
Hoping that I can change my life before it’s too late
Nothing here is what I truly want
Instead you are the voice in my head that chooses to haunt
Once you're on top you should look before you take the fall
For everything inside of you is thrown against a wall
There are eggshells scattered across my floor
How could you possibly adore
How could you love someone who looks like this
Why would you even want to give her a kiss
But still I tell you to look before you take the fall
For I don't want you to be the one thrown into the wall
After all these years we have been friends
Getting each other out of tight desolate ends
But still you are making my heart stop
I should leave before it’s all gone
Before it’s all gone
I guess that this shall be a new dawn
After all I am becoming of age
But still these new experiences just keep causing me more rage
Here is my black book. Do you dare flip the page?
After all it’s my soul kept inside of a cage
Now you can see what lies in my soul
And how much I am truly out of control.