The music flowing inside my head
Is telling me that I shouldn't be dead
As you see me lying here
I knew I should have told you my worst fear
But regret is all I have today
Since I found out you have gone away
I think about the times we had before
Where we used to sit upon the floor
Playing games right near the door
I sit alone in my room thinking about before
Before you left me all alone
Giving a girl a restless home
But your actions is what killed my soul
And sent my life spiraling out of control
Before the pleasure and before the pain
Before I was driven insane
I was just a simple child
That was just a little wild
But still before everything went wrong
I still remember the last song
That was blaring in the speakers
I was kicking my feet in my white sneakers
Brother was sleeping in the back
Then I heard a loud smack
The pain went through my head
For a minute you thought I was dead
But I was just knocked out
Very soon after I came about
The smile enlightened your face
As I was trying to place
Exactly where I was in my mind
Then you looked at your watch for time
I got up and looked around
Not knowing this was the last I heard the sound
Of your voice
Leaving this place was not my choice
So Brother and I got into the car
Then you went over to your bar
What happened next still remains foggy
After I heard the bark of a doggy