despair



Every morning I despair

As I’m stifled with hot air

But I take it in to spew it out

Put on a brave face show no doubt

It wasn’t meant to be they say

My mind loops sad love songs on replay

I nod I smile I put on a brave face

I adorn my body in lace

High heels the works

Smile on my face skirt to my thigh

I’ve learned to live the lie



Who can I tell?

Of my personal hell

When the only person I trusted

The one for whom I lusted

The light of my life

Is the cause of this strife!



Because he has gone away

Simply refused to stay

Said “it wasn’t you it’s me”

“I need to be free”



Is the grass there really greener?

Without you everyday I grow meaner

I’m heartbroken and no words come to mind

I’ve got tears enough to be blind

But you don’t have to see

Being so far away from me

All that you’ve contaminated

Memories make me infuriated



You’ve moved on why can’t I

Need to believe my own lie

Keep smiling till it becomes true

Keep my mind off of you

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