Every morning I despair
As I’m stifled with hot air
But I take it in to spew it out
Put on a brave face show no doubt
It wasn’t meant to be they say
My mind loops sad love songs on replay
I nod I smile I put on a brave face
I adorn my body in lace
High heels the works
Smile on my face skirt to my thigh
I’ve learned to live the lie
Who can I tell?
Of my personal hell
When the only person I trusted
The one for whom I lusted
The light of my life
Is the cause of this strife!
Because he has gone away
Simply refused to stay
Said “it wasn’t you it’s me”
“I need to be free”
Is the grass there really greener?
Without you everyday I grow meaner
I’m heartbroken and no words come to mind
I’ve got tears enough to be blind
But you don’t have to see
Being so far away from me
All that you’ve contaminated
Memories make me infuriated
You’ve moved on why can’t I
Need to believe my own lie
Keep smiling till it becomes true
Keep my mind off of you