you say this
then you say that.
What am i supposed to believe?
That you loved me?
That it wasn't unrequited?
Or, that i've never meant all that much to you,
that behind my back you were bitching about me?
That you didn't love me?
It was unrequited love?
You just used me?
you were only confused?
Well you can make up your own mind,
as to what you say and believe,
for me there is only emptyness,
and throughout this strangeness,
I will learn not to love you so much,
I will learn that i derserve better,
I will learn that i can be strong without you.
My life will get better,
of this i am determined,
i will regain my confidence,
My friends will stick by me,
Wether i'm twenty-four hours away or not.
My friends will support me,
in all that i do.
My mad mates,
Lauren- punches hard
Ruth- just insane
Julie- completely mental
Alex- knife fanatic
Hezz- cool clothes
John- the protecter
and lastly you...
Steve-after everything you are still my best friend. I can still list you in this group. The group of people i love because they are my friends.