I can't Do It.

I trust so many people, the maximum number I trust is 10...
I can't I just can't!
It hurts me...
It just hurts me too much, it causes my soul to be in despair and in sorrow
it rips my insides out
The more I trust the more it hurts me, the more My heart has to grow and be shared, it hurts because the ones I love and am Close to will always be taken away from me.
I'm too fond of death and it's cruelity...
the sorrow it causes is unbareable,
i dont wish to ever come face to face with a lose in a long time...
it hurts..
it kills..
it makes me weep til I bleed...
it causes my head to pulse with searing pain from the pounding of my pumping heart..
i cant..
i wont..
but i am...
i have..
i do...
I trust, I love, I Feel...
I Love You..
I Trust You..
I Don't want to Lose You...
But I Will..
and I'm taking the Risk, the Chance, the Death, the Broken...
Just Remember I Love You..

Author's Notes/Comments: 

To anyone I have ever loved and to anyone I DO love currently..

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