i guess it only makes it harder.
knowing it's all my fault.
and now that i look back.
i see now that i was an ass.
i know what they say.
"if you love them then let them go"
i wish i could.
but it never really over.
cause i could pretend that it was over.
but i would be lieing to myself.
i see her faults.
i see her mistakes.
but i dont care.
because they pale in comparison to her.
and even tho she brings me pain.
all i can do is smile when im with her.
i dont want to thinck about what i did wrong.
even tho i know to its all my fault.
im tierd of second guessing.
and thinking abot what i should have done.
and i know that with her.
it will never really be over.
but i guess there will always be.
one that got away.