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the trajectory of feelings
is a jagged line to trace
I just keep singing
where does my heart beat now
I read such powerful words
just last night of Jesus
and cried in the depths of my
misplacement
believing more and more strongly
that life is a beautiful but
simultaneously painful path
we each have to take
and I'm not so sure anymore
which way for me is up
I see the despair in my own eyes
I feel like a fraud
my decision is right
but still it hurts
because I can't end this
without hurting a man
I once loved so very much
repetitively
from such disadvantage
the guilt terminally pollutes
my disembodied thoughts...............
(Nov. 16, 2011 251pm)