it would be nice
to receive a letter
in my teens and
early 20's
I must confess
I had many a pen pal
I use to joke
I had two personal life mottoes
I THRIVE AT THREE AM
and
I AM A PEN PAL'S DREAM
I enjoy the low cost of email
and the immediacy of its use
but I have been unable to cultivate
email pals similar to those of the
hand written variety's kind
as most choose
in their unintentional neglect
to perpetuate its abuse
it is a lost art
many would rather do most anything
else than reply back to my long newsy
letter to them
and yet should I not write for even a
short duration
I am grilled like the Gestapo
with questions of
How come you haven't written to me?
Are you alright?
Why the silent treatment M?
that always gives my mind a sharp
mental slap
I always think back to my Grandma
and her wisdom in saying
IF YOU WANT TO HAVE A FRIEND
YOU MUST FIRST BE A FRIEND
well, I've been a friend to a whole slew
of varying people over the years
and many claim to care for me
a good deal
but as Grandma also use to say
YOUR ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER
THAN YOUR WORDS
so I must in turn question their
own flowery words
when stacked against their minimal
actions
and in doing so
I must conclude
their actions take the lead
and once again
I find myself
logging on line
with no reply written from anyone
replying to a letter from me
such is life
'A Pitiful Muse'
I must truly be indeed......................
(April 21,2011 508am)